You know on the days when I get spooked by some of the crap out there I just stay off the bike for awhile. I'm thinking all of us have considered this and felt the 'icy finger of mortality'.
I also take the roads less traveled when I can as a way to hedge my bets. YMMV.
Take your time; you've read here and other places how people regret selling certain bikes. When it's in our blood it will be a longer decision process. Don't be in a rush to resolve this issue; the bike can sit for a while just fine. Keep talking it out with Sheri. Until your heart and your head are aligned it's not going to be the 'right' decision.
"There is no good or bad but thinking makes it so." - Shakespeare
"There's more than one right answer." - Dewitt Jones, former National Geographic photographer